Vision + Contact Sheet

Vision

My vision is to capture pictures that are whimsical and evoke a feeling of absurdity and alienation within the reader. Although I am not using masks, I want to use mirrors to hide my subject’s identity and for the viewer to ponder the relationship between the mirror’s reflection and the person’s internal identity.

Contact Sheet

 

Yellow

 

 

Green

 

Red

As can be seen, I ended up with less red photos and total photos in my contact sheet. For my final presentation, I took some from the green section that I thought were nice but not as visually impactful as this one. I also took a few more pictures to make a cohesive set of photographs for exhibitions.

Final Evaluation

Firstly, I am really sorry for deciding to make a three set photo collection… (I can print it as 3 separate photos but its easier for presentation in triptych format)

given how much I struggled making a triptych for the abstract unit, its surprising that I decided to go for a three set photograph collection again, but I felt that this was the format that was most fitting to present my photos for this unit. (Explained later)

The Mirror

I used the motif of mirror across my three pictures to convey underlying meanings about Identity. While many people view mirrors as a candid tool for reflecting the truth and physical reality, I approach the concept of the mirror based off its reflective properties. I was intrigued by how mirrors reflect their surroundings, and how what they reflect is dynamic and dependent on context. Similar, I feel like people have different identities around different people and in different situations. For example, I have different polarities of expression that I employ and give people different impressions; at school, a lot of people view me as academic, studious, and usually moderate in terms of self expression – not too flamboyant and extroverted, but not extremely introverted; however, those who see me play badminton know that I have a competitive streak, and often see me yelling when I miss shots or screaming aggressively when score a point; alternatively, might act certain ways and have certain tendencies when taking on different roles in other systems, maybe affected by the energy level of the room or the opinions of the people I am surrounded by. I think that each person feels something similar. Furthermore, studies show that the way our brain develops and grows is heavily contingent on what we are surrounded by. For example, we learn the language we are exposed to, and home environments can affect the interests and hobbies we grow up with.

As a result, I often wonder how much of our identity is shaped by our environment, and how much of it is given to us by other people. That is one aspect that the mirror, which changes reflection based on surrounding aims to convey – the fluidity of a person’s nature.

Secondly, I wanted to convey a feeling of uncanniness and alienation I, and other people feel, especially when immersed in large crowds of people. I was inspired by the artist I researched to add an out of ordinary element among a mundane scene to create an absurd feeling. In this case, the mirror greatly contrasted with my background, making it seem unnatural. I furthered this unnatural feeling by making the mirror approximately the same size and centered in all 3 of my pictures.

The Stage

Although I took photographs in a variety of environments, I ended up settling on a “theatre” “stage”, or “acting” theme for my background in the final 3 photographs.

This selection of background acted to my benefits. The repetition of the red chairs was visually impactful, while the dramatic lighting allowed me to keep focus on my subject. The repeated red of the chairs also kept the whole scene neat while making my model’s presence, which breaks the pattern of the chairs, even more visually jarring.

The repeated chairs evoke the feeling of an invisible audience, in which one feels anonymous among a sea of other people. Furthermore, through showing a reflection of the audience and the stage, I conveyed the tension and relationship between being in the audience and watching your life unfold and being the one acting on stage. Echoing the alienation created by the mirror, sitting in the audience conveys a feeling of detachment one might feel at their life. In F Scott Fitzgerald’s words, you are both “within and without”.

Conclusion

Overall, I am pleased at the way my pictures turned out. I think it captures my take on identity through the symbolism and underlying meaning of the ‘mirror’, while also creating interesting context with the backdrop of the theatre. My photograph’s meanings of the fluidity of identity, alienation, and anonymity resonate deeply with me and are also visually impactful. I feel like I managed to balance the three images well through recurring elements, such as the circular mirror, horizontal lines, and the color red. I feel like the photographs might not make people say “wow, that’s so beautiful”, but I think that the structure of the photograph will cause some discomfort (like the WRONG photos), allowing them to discuss the themes in my photograph.

Model’s response

Miranda: what do you think about this picture *shows triptych*

Anthony: Weird

Miranda: Can you elaborate

Anthony: Feels very odd by looking at it, almost “surreal”. It feels like as if the picture was not capturing the reality but an other “dimension”.

Miranda: do you like this photograph

Anthony: yes

Miranda: why

Anthony: because its good

Miranda: why

Anthony: its good

Miranda: this is going on my blogs

Anthony: yes

Miranda: say something

Anthony: it’s good

Based on my model’s response, I think that my photograph successfully captures some themes of absurdism and surrealism and managed to evoke the correct feelings within the audience.

1 Photo Analysis

Detailed critique of your favourite image from your chosen Artist. Possible talking points (you don’t need to address them all – but address at least one from each section )

CONTENT

•What is the subject of the photograph?

  • a woman wearing a cartoon paper bag mask. Besides the cartoony mask, she is dressed in relatively nice clothes, such as high heels and a floral print dress.

Character: Describe the people in the photograph.

What are they like? Describe some of the characteristics that they seem to have. What are they doing? What do you think they want? Do you like the pose? the styling?

  • to me, it is obvious that the person is posing, as their body is angled towards the photographer/viewer. However, their pose is unorthodox because of the context of the photograph – the woman is sitting on a cabinet, rather than on a chair.

Situation/plot: Describe the situation that the characters are in. What is happening in the picture? How does the photograph fit within cultural, political, social, historical and/or environmental contexts

  • the situation is absurd/whimsical

Post WW2 America?

  • disconnect from reality? e.g. the cartoony world of the masks and the real world
  • post war absurdism
  • loss of innocence but a pressure to simplify and look happy on the outside (as shown by the cartoon mask)

PHOTOGRAPHIC ATTRIBUTES

•What is the photographer’s point of view?

looking straight at the subject

•Where is your eye drawn?

probably to the cartoon mask, as its so unrealistic and unnatural compared to the rest of the photograph.

There is no specific manipulation of lighting or focus in this picture, and besides the cartoon mask it captures reality realistically.

•Look away and then look at the photograph again. What caught your eye first? 

Probably the phone, just because it has a very dark gradient compared to other elements in the photograph.

Background Research

Overview

Name of the artist: Inge Morath

I want to choose a particular collection of photographs from Inge Morath – the Mask Series – which was a collaborative series made with Saul Steinberg.

Context

To give a brief summary, the Mask Series was a “quizzical and fascinating” project that depicts a range of figures wearing various cardboard box and paper bag masks.

It is a little different from Inge Morath’s general photographs and photographic style, but includes a more experimental combination of modernism and semi-casual portraits (Bourgeois-Vignon).

modernism – generally reflected a sense of disillusionment and fragmentation, fueled by a search for for a response to a ‘much changed world (Britannica).

The “Mark Series” was derived from the lives of its two creators, and is called uniquely sophisticated but also a little bit critical, and brings a new perspective to the historical context (Bourgeois-Vignon). It started as obviously posed but evolved into a more dynamic and improvisational act. The masks are meant to be a reflection of the false and “eerie” cheerfulness and false innocence of 1950s post-war America, emphasizing how culture masked its insecurities in superficial wealth.

Style/Techniques

  • black and white
  • favors showing the relationship between people through body language (e.g. hand on car, or two people leaning towards each other
  • Dutch Angle
  • some images use a high POV
  • obviously posed

4.Justify your choice – What are the reasons for your selection? How do these images inspire you? What techniques will you try out in your experiments? How does this photographer creatively represent your chosen subject matter? 

  • I like the surrealist feel of the concept
  • obscuring the identity of a person with object/mask that is a simplified representation of themselves
  • the posed aspects + gestures and creation of mise en scene

Inspiring Images

  • all of them have masks
  • obviously posed
  • dressed in slightly dressy/formal clothes (e.g. nice dress)
  • in 3/4 pictures the masked person is looking directly at the photographer.

 

What is a Portrait?

Generally portraitures involve specific focus on capturing the features of a person. This usually comes in capturing physical features, such as the Afghan Girl.

Portraits are artistic representations of people. They can be created in any media, from traditional oil paintings, to photographs, sculpture and even mixed media. Portraits can show part figures, usually showing the sitter’s head and shoulders, but they can also depict the whole figure. – “mylearning.org”

I would say that selfies count as portraits, albeit very informal and probably not very good ones. It does place you as the subject of the photograph capture some physical characteristics of you. It’s likely not done with much attention to lighting, positioning or color tones though.

I think its possible to represent a person photographically without them being present. One good way is by doing still life assemblages, for example, if you assembled a lot of items that are significant to a person (e.g. the things they use for their hobbies, their favorite items, their signature clothing style), you would be able to convey their personality and quirks. This aligns with my very vague definition, since it does capture some features of a person, just not physical characteristics. (I would probably call it a ‘non-traditional’ portrait)

I don’t think a portrait has to be one photograph, even though it is generally though of as a singular photo. Since the aim of a portrait is to capture a person, I don’t see why you can’t use a combination of photos to capture the complexities, maybe even contradicting aspects of a person. (e.g. you could pair 2 photographs of a person in contrasting situations, such as on stage, in school, and home etc). Using a collage of photographs could also effectively create an overall tone and mood associated with the person, which could also be one way of using multiple photos to create a portrait.

Never Let Me Go

We took away your art because we thought it would reveal your souls. Or to put it more finely, we did it to prove you had souls at all.

Overall Impression: this was definitely a one of a kind book and doesn’t fit into typical genre conventions. The prose is lyrical, full of anguished tension, and humanity, I’m amazed at how Ishiguro managed to build such a convincing narrative voice. You do need to be in the correct mood to read this book, though, as the plot points can be a bit of a hit or miss depending on your expectations of the book’s content.

If you want to go into this book completely blind, you should probably not read this book review (?) but in my opinion knowing some of the plot of the book won’t drastically decrease your enjoyment of the book. Before reading this, I watched the movie trailer and read the wikipedia plot summary, but still really enjoyed the whole reading experience!

Summary:

Never Let Me Go is a novel by Kazuo Ishiguro. It is set in an alternate historical timeline in 1990s Britain, where cloning technology is so advanced that individuals are cloned from others to have their organs harvested.
The narrator, Kathy H, is an adult reflecting on past events. Kathy and her friends, Ruth and Tommy come from a boarding school called Hailsham. They and the other pupils are all clones. When they grow up, they will first become ‘carers’ and look after ‘donors,’ clones who are undergoing surgery to extract their organs, then become ‘donors’ themselves. Eventually, they will all complete (die).
Kathy, Ruth, Tommy, and the other Hailsham pupils experience their childhood in a fragile balance between knowing and unknowing. They know they are clones, yet do not fully comprehend what lies in store. They lead lives like ordinary schoolchildren, forming social cliques and relationships. As they mature and move out of school, Kathy details how their relationships evolve and fall apart over time, eventually telling the (heartbreaking!!!!) story of how she, Ruth, and Tommy come to terms with the fleeting lives they lead.

Escaping is Overrated

I think one of the most prominent pieces of criticism people voice out against Never Let Me Go is the perceived “lack of plot” and “the way the characters passively accept their fate”. I think you have to be in the right frame of mind to read the book, honestly, but I don’t think Never Let Me Go deserves a bad review just because it doesn’t adhere to general  dystopian tropes.

Dystopian books are playgrounds for authors to invent their own alternate realities, leading to vastly different worlds such as The Hunger Games, Divergent, Red Rising, 1984. The premise for each story is different, but generally they all involve some rebellion against power: the protagonists don’t just sit still and agree  – maybe they do at first, but it certainly doesn’t stay that way – they are often those in lower echelons of society, learn the nasty truth about the world they live in and people power and make a difference. (Their success is less certain). But Never Let me Go is full of understanding and acceptance. Not only does the book blurb give away the whole clone thing, from a young age, Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy already know that they are clones. Their realization of what “completion” is full of anguish, but comes slowly, as if they were maturing like normal humans, learning to shoulder ‘adult responsibilities’ and the ‘harshness of the world’ like any graduating schoolchildren would.

There isn’t a “switch” or “backstabbing moment”, when, for example, the protagonist realizes they have been cheated all along, or there’s some evil force in it for them.

There are moments where Kathy narrates cracks in their facade: Ruth losing her temper when they try to look for her ‘possible’  – the original human Ruth was cloned off – the awkwardness and dancing around the topic of caring and donations. But no one talks about escape, they rarely even complain about the system. The only time they try to fight the system is near the end of the book, where Kathy and Tommy follow a rumor and try to defer his 4th operation by claiming to be in love to the ex-headmistress of Hailsham. When the rumor is revealed to be false, Tommy has a fit of anger, but calms down with Kathy’s help. Soon, he completes during his 4th donation, and after Kathy reminisces about her memories with him and Ruth, she ‘drives off to where she was supposed to be’.

The point is that the disturbing element of Never Let Me Go really lies in how psychologically the protagonists have been oppressed. It’s less on physical constraints – less on surveillance, on “peacekeepers” or brutal dictatorships – it’s more on how the unsaid rules of the game called society dictate the way their short lives unfold, and how its so deeply ingrained in them that they don’t even think of rebelling.

This might sound weird to us reading this. No modern reader is going to simply accept having their organs taken away from them. But what if Never Let Me Go is simply an allegory for the other things in life we passively accept? What if Kathy’s submissiveness to the system was not a flaw in the plot, but Ishiguro’s way of commenting on the implicit rules our society dishes out, and how everyone else accepts it?

 

“We all complete. Maybe none of us really understand what we’ve lived through, or feel we’ve had enough time.” (from the movie not the book)

The way the clones mature and come to understand their role in society is not too different from real life. As this goodreads user “Christine Eakin” explains, Japanese and Russian audiences resonate better with the plot of Never Let Me Go, simply because they come from societies where “the reality…of that society is so pervasive…[and] people are raised to believe that it’s noble to, be a cog, really, and fulfill your destiny and your responsibility to the greater society”. As we grow up, we hold notional ideals that we need to accomplish a certain list of things for society: get a job, contribute to the economy, pay taxes and help society for the greater good. For those of us lucky enough, we lead lives like Kathy in Hailsham – attending an education. Even then, we let society impose these ‘invisible rules’ on us, that most of us never think of challenging, simply because we were taught them growing up – just like the clones.

There is nothing to escape from (I)

For most people who don’t have that moment of luck or preconditioned fortunes, life ends up not much different from a clone donor – first donation, second donation…fourth donation where maybe “you find there are more donations, plenty of them…[but] there are no more recovery centers, no carers, no friends, … there’s nothing to do except watch your remaining donations until they switch you off” (279). In other words, losing your youth, health, in service of the demands of the greater society, whether that’s typing away in office blocks or toiling at construction sites.

How do you run from that? Running, screaming, saying it’s not fair, that doesn’t always change things, especially rules society puts in place to keep itself running. How do you escape from the fact that you need to work a job to earn a living? How do you escape from a lack of social mobilitiy?

Although it’s never explicitly dealt with in the text, clones are treated as sub-par to ‘humans’, mostly “reared” with very little rights. It’s likely impossible that any society, any organization would even care for them, much less help them turn their lives around, especially if it meant prioritizing helping them over ‘normal humans’.

That’s likely why Kathy and Tommy don’t think about ‘running away’, not even when his fourth donation and death is imminent. The whole gut punching element of the book doesn’t come from this bitter fracturing of Kathy’s childhood dreams, or bitter oppression of clones. It comes from the fact that Kathy and her friends don’t fight back, hardly even think about fighting back, because they’ve already lost the fight on a psychological level. Their doomed fates echo to readers, because all of us have unsaid roles to fulfill in society. Even if we were dully aware of it in school, even if our education system somewhat trains us to take on jobs in real society, growing up and starting to experience that burden can feel like an invisible jail – and that’s why asking Kath, Tommy and Ruth to run away is impossible.

Non-adherence to genre tropes

I’m fascinated by the extent at which people don’t escape…and I think if you look around us that is the remarkable fact how much we accept what faith has given us – Kazuo Ishiguro

Also, “escape” or “resistance” is arguably an overused trope in dystopian literature. Well the trope can build gripping narratives and lucrative intellectual property, it’s something always in the audiences’ expectations. The deviation from this sort of “escape from being cloned” trope is in my opinion one of the aspects in which Never Let Me Go, winner of the Nobel Prize in Literature is distinguished is set apart from other ‘just YA fiction’ books.

It brings a different perspective to the topic it discusses. Rather than just telling the readers ‘cloning people is so bad, look at how my protagonist is leading a rebellion against the government to save her and her boyfriend from dying while having an existential crisis’, it tells readers that cloning people is wrong because the way the clones are subject to this convoluted system and don’t even subject to it is so wrong.

There is nothing to escape from (II)

The way the clones come to terms with their mortality is also a reflection of how us, humans accept our own mortality. Similar to the idea of ‘donations’ and ‘completion’, we aren’t directly lied to about death. Most of us grow up knowing death is eventually the end to our lives. Yet, just like Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy, we probably don’t fully comprehend what this means. It’s only when we all grow up that we start to realize what completing truly is.

I was looking for a kind of metaphor … for human condition the fact that …existence is always limited – Kazuo Ishiguro

As we grow up, we age at different speeds, just like how Kathy spends 8 years as a carer, while her friends become donors and complete first. But by the end of the book, it’s her time to start donations as well. In the end, they all face death the same way we do, it’s just exaggerated for the purposes of the plot and book.

In the meantime, we may respond to death in different ways. We might produce art, just like the children in Hailsham are asked to. Or just like many of the clones, we might entertain beliefs that there is some way to avert or slow down donations. It’s not too different from the way we try to immortalize parts of ourselves, or believe in some way to prolong aging or the afterlife.

In the end, Never Let Me Go’s protagonists show a unique kind of strength. Strength that comes not just from fighting back against a situation that is so horribly wrong and against you, but also living to accept

Empathy

Ishiguro himself admits that the clone-technology was peripheral to the main idea he wanted to express, and that the clone-human-organ-donation scenario was just a platform for him to best expand on his plot. I do agree that from a certain perspective, this does raise some plot holes. For example, if humans can clone humans, why can’t then clone specific organs? How did humans even get cloning technology?

But again, those are questions regarding typical science fiction novel worldbuilding, and it’s clear that Never Let Me Go is not your typical sci-fi novel.

In fact, to give Ishiguro some credit, he does tie in the topic of clone-technology was an interesting spin. Through the narrative of society’s harvesting of human clones for their organs, he seems to comment on how society avoids convenient solutions to complex problems, particularly through self-deceit.

Kathy and co rarely interact with the outside world (which I will admit I wish I saw more of), but it’s clear from Miss Emily and Madame (former Hailsham authorities) explain, most people would rather “not think of [them]”, or pretend that the organs harvested from clones “appeared from nowhere, or at most that they grew in a kind of vacuum” or would try to convince themselves that clones were different from ‘humans’, that “[they] were less than human”

The clones are convenient solutions to incurable diseases and problems, which society loves. They can’t go back to not having the clones’ organs, and so they choose to lie to themselves and convince themselves that clones do not ‘exist’ or deserve empathy. They either choose ignorance or dehumanization.

I feel like this attitude is echoed in society’s treatment of other complex problems. Take meat, for example. We might feel sad when hearing about a pig being killed for meat, but in our day to day life when we’re eating a hearty meal, we don’t think about cruel meat-harvesting tactics, and most of us won’t actively investigate what those look like.

We know that part of the situation is wrong, but we also can’t part with this solution, because we need food, and in particular meat.

Similarly, think of cheap labor. Commodities such as cheap clothing or palm oil are created in factories with abhorrent working conditions rampant with human rights violations. But why do they exist? Because employing working class people, paying them low wages, and selling cheap, low-quality clothing ends up in higher profit margins and cheaper items for us. We also rarely think about the consequences of these products that we buy, and rather think of factory workers as part of a mass of people, not individuals suffering. Giving them our empathy would hurt us too much, so we try to keep these things “in the shadows” and try not to think about it, while we benefit from these ‘easy solutions’.

Conclusion

Wow that was a lot and I spent way too much time finishing this post! I do think that it’s worth nothing some of these observations though, especially since there’s not much dialog on Never Let Me Go online. I highly recommend reading this book. Even if the themes do not resonate with you or I’m off about the interpretation of theme, it’s still a captivating and well-written book and will provide an entertaining experience read at surface level.

 

Hutong – Contact Sheet

Full Contact sheet (will filename and dates)

I think there might be a couple pictures missing in between; when I was checking with library, I saw some spam photos and deleted them out of habit…whoops). I was surprised to find that I took so many pictures, as my impression was that it was hard to get shots in for street photography. I supposed after filtering we’ll see if my hit rates were high, or if I just took a lot of bad quality photos…

I apologize about the formatting for the contact sheet, I spent more than 30 minutes trying to get the pictures to become smaller and fit two of them side by side so you can scroll less, but the formatting on blogs just went haywire. It’ll get better for the yellow/green/red photos.

 

Yellow Contact Sheet

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My criteria for choosing Yellow pictures was pretty loose. Firstly, I chose pictures that had clear focus, as a lot of my pictures were blurry as I didn’t get my focus right and the people were moving. I also took out photos that were ‘failed’, for example a picture of someone with their eyes closed. Then, I also took out photographs that weren’t of much visual interest, for example, just people standing with their back facing me and not telling a story.

Green Pictures

Again,  I filtered for pictures that were of not of interest or not distinctive enough out, for example one of the photos that didn’t make the cut was a chef cooking some lamb skewers. While there was nothing fundamentally wrong with the technical aspect of the photo, it just felt too common (like any tourist could go up and snap a picture), and it didn’t really emphasize a certain aspect of the subject (e.g. his expression, gestures, or the food), nor was it very complex (basically just foreground of subject and background of store), so I took it out for my green pictures.

I also took out photos that weren’t visually/emotionally impactful. I perceive my photos differently since I am the photographer, so I asked my mom to give me some input, and she told me her impressions of the pictures as a viewer and which ones didn’t stand out to her. Even though I might’ve had some interesting reason behind taking that photo, if it’s not super evident to the viewer, it also discounts my overall evaluation of the photo.

 

 

Red Photos

 
 

 

 

 
 

 

 

 

 

 

I chose the best out of green for the red photos. I feel like these, as well as being visually compelling, also capture an aspect of chinese culture. One would be able to look at this picture and recognize some element of Chinese culture, or be introduced to an element of Chinese Culture. This not only aligns with my vision, but the artistic style of Vivian Maier. Many of her photographs capture the cultural context of her time, as do these photographs. Although they might not show the same amount of empathy she had for her subjects, I think that it focuses on the expression and individuality of the subject a lot more than many other street photography styles.

Red Photo Evaluation + Presentation

These are some of my printed pictures are part of the presenting element of this unit. I printed out a couple more of my red pictures later on, but some of them were not moved to the “final 15” board. The ones with the frames highlighted in orange are my pictures.

I actually had trouble picking which red photos to develop (as can be seen from the other red photos above), so I admit to not knowing what made my photos successful at first. In fact, I posted my pictures on wechat in a poll format to ask my friends to vote on their favorite photos, and these were the top 4. I would say that based on these 2 selection processes, there must be something in these photos that appeal to the liking of the masses.

For the first three photos (excluding the 4 rickshaws), I think that each of them showed distinctive human expressions, which quickly established an emotional connection between the viewer and the subject. For example, the old lady smiling in the middle right (3rd row). This feels very positive and touching, in comparison, to the photo of the guy in a green jacket sleeping on his rickshaw. The photograph on the 1st or 3rd column has a less emphasis on the expression of its subject, but it makes up for it with the complexity of the background. The varied background creates texture and gives contextual clues that the scene photographed is in China. That is why a lot of people ended up liking the photograph, as opposed to the photo with the old couple holding hands in my red photo selection. Although I found the color combination of the couple’s clothes interesting, it was likely not as visually interesting a scene as the photographs.

As for the 4 rickshaws lined up, I think it caught people’s attention because of the intersection between pattern and patern-breaking. The 4 rickshaws create a general pattern, but the different positions of the people sitting in the rickshaw break the pattern, showing similarities but also individual differences in life in China.

 

I like this picture firstly because it shows Chinese culture. It depicts a very quintessential scene where Chinese people form a community to play games to pass the time, and is something you’ll see in almost every park you pass by. The entire foreground is crowded with people, giving one the feeling that they too are spectating this riveting poker game.

Also, the expressions on the subjects’ faces are very vivid. For example, you can clearly see the intrigued, drama-watching expression of the two men in green and blue at the top of the photo. You can also see the intent face and exaggerated actions of the man who is slamming the card on the table. His arm is captured in midair (with some motion blur), freezing the scene in a decisive moment where he is about to slam down a card that might bring him victory.

I think that analyzing photographs for features that capture the general audiences’ attention isn’t what we should limit ourselves too. I still like my other red photographs for different reasons and they all have their unique quirks, they just might no be the most suitable for an exhibition outside the HS office. Regardless, I am overall pleased at the general reception of my photos.

 

BEIMUN JR 2024

Conference Management

  • definitely enforce Admin training on a stricter basis; less than half the admins were trained by the day of the conference, so training should come earlier, so that extra sessions can be added for those who forgot to attend
  • Emphasize shift timings (not sure how we could emphasize attendance even more, but considering admins still went AWOL I guess specific timings weren’t clear)
  • Enforce Student officer debrief and admin debrief at the end of first day, even if its a first day conference. This can achieve effects including but not limited to:
    • boosting the morale of participants, encourage them and tell them to do better. Letting them voice their opinion also gives them some outlets for venting, even if all the changes cannot be made, at least they feel heard and have released negative energy
    • understanding the situation from different perspectives (e.g. we didn’t know about wifi issues as we were ISB students, or we didn’t know how certain aspects of the conference affected student officers in general)
    • MAKING SURE THE ADMIN DONT GO MISSING THE NEXT DAY
  • Never, ever, ever, ever, print lanyards on just hard card paper. You have to put them in those plastic film things. Even if its a 2 day conference, the paper with holes punched in them will not last 10 minutes with Middle Schoolers who like to play with ID tags.
  • You can never, ever, ever, ever, have enough note paper. Always print more than you think you need, then double the amount. Don’t put the year number on there, so you can give it to the big BEIMUN or pass it down next year. (and chances are, you probably will run out anyways…delegates devour notepaper)
  • it’s fine to chair, as long as you make it clear and get preparation done properly.
  • Make sure to communicate more with directors, or ask Mr. McNeice to do so, this will be more helpful in comms with chairs etc
  • having conference on PTC is great for setup etc, also make sure all team members are largely present (Mumu went for basketball for a bit, but she told us beforehand and we had Lucas and Kanglee holding down fort)

Notes to future BEIMUN JR Planning

  • please do something about approval panel, ask teachers to stop focusing on content. Although they can be serious and through in checking, they have to understand that it’s a short beginner conference and delegates should not be ping-ponging between approval panel and committee rooms like in a pinball machine (nor should they be stuck in an approval panel that smells like caramel coffee and has uncomfy seats)
  • PLEASE JUST ASK AN SG WITH ENOUGH AUTHORITATIVE POWER (e.g. George) TO COME AND EXPLAIN OR COMMUNICATE TO YOUR DIRECTOR BEFOREHAND!!!!!!!!!
  • DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE WEBSITEEEEEE ITS SO HARD TO HAVE TO WAIT 2 DAYS FOR HS ADMIN TO UPDATE THINGS
  • Take out student officer lanyards, do not mix them in with schools
  • be more organized and create checklists for everything. The day of plan that was made is good though (e.g. when awards a due, when setup is done etc)
  • PLAN PLAN PLAN PLAN AND MAKE LISTS, excel is your new best friend. It’s really helpful to get everything written down so you can systematically tick them off…I promise……also…take meeting minutes, they’re a good way to keep people accountable.
  • don’t put years on things, so they can be reused. e.g. on placards, put “BEIMUN JR” not “BEIMUN JR II”

  • do something about the admins!!!
  • You must come early on the first day of the conference or come before that day (preferably both). First, you have to sort out everything that comes out from the basement including placards, papers, etc. Count the placards twice and print out extra copies (ideally you are doing this when copy center is open). Then, you must also make goodie bags (don’t leave this to admin) and put them into corresponding stacks for each committee. You also have to place the placards on the tables (in ALPHABETICAL ORDER, Lucas) and Goodie bags
  • If you are going tech free, ask Mr. McNeice to go to the supply center, get pens and pencils for each committee and scrap paper
  • role delegation is so important, both for conference prep and on that day…especially on that day…
  • HUGE TIP (inspired by WAB chairs) – bring clothes to change into. Esp on first day, you will spend the first few hours running around. Even a person like me, who doesn’t usually sweat, was sweating by the time it was lunch and had blisters on both my feet. Lesson is? Bring casual clothes to wear (e.g. quick dry shirt), running shoes/comfortable shoes with nice, soft, soles, and change into your clothes after lunch or after bulk of setup is done
  • make sure you know if copy center is open or not on days of conference
  • also, sometimes you just gotta make decisions. If team members aren’t responding, even in person, and it’s not a huge thing (e.g. just deciding theme), mention teachers in the teams chat and just be more decisive. We really didn’t need to create a lot of drama over selecting a good theme, as it really was tangential to the stuff that we needed to get done, such as student officer applications, lanyard creation, etc.

I will leave to you…

  • many excel sheets you can create copies of to do conference work
  • copies of our meeting minutes
  • canva copies of our award certificates, lanyards, placards, and notepaper
  • a note that Mr. McNeice and Ms. Amira are lifesavers for conference planning. Even if you’ve planned other events before (e.g. STUCO events) its drastically different from planning BEIMUN JR. Mr. McNeice helped with a lot of logistics, such as sodexo setup, booking food (which was pretty good), and he’ll help do things like book 1218 for your headquarters (which although I’ve been in STUCO for 6 years and planned many events, did not think of). Ms. Amira knows all about the “big BEIMUN” and helped with guest speakers, goodie bags, and general reminders

 

Welcoming our Fears!

Fears of taking street photography

  • being seen as a stalker/weird for taking pictures of random people
  • being yelled at/chased by angry people maybe holding dangerous implements
  • being looked at weirdly

How to overcome fears of street photography

  • most people in the hutongs don’t care
  • people might look at you weirdly, but they probably don’t actually care a lot if their picture is taken, as long as you take it proper (no weird giggling or looking suspicious and fidgety)
  • Based on experience, if you smile and stuff, people don’t care. If they still look at you weirdly, you can just explain that you’re taking pictures of Beijing for a school project (since the Hutongs are so commercialized with so many foreign tourists, thepeople there are probably extra used to it)
  • Take pictures fast and precise and don’t linger too long
  • don’t try to be sneaky (it doesn’t work with a huge heavy camera), just take pictures comfortably and like you’re doing what you mean to do, and most people won’t bother
  • other people and school chaperones are also on the trip, so there are people to help back me up in case

Street Photography Practice

Overview

Last week, I noticed that there was a lot of construction work going on outside my compound, so on Saturday morning I took my camera out to practice street photography.

  1. Work the scene and take multiple iterations of a single subject/scene
  2. Eye contact
  3. The decisive moment
  4. Capture gestures
  5. get close (1 arm length)
  6. Fishing – don’t move

I tried to do a bit of each technique but was unable to fish. There were 2 reasons why: first of all, I was mostly standing on the roadside so I couldn’t just stand on a road; also, because I wasn’t in a crowded area, when I stood anywhere too long while holding my camera up I got weird looks.

I actually managed to get permission from a couple people to take their photos (besides the guy smoking and the people sitting at the roadside, the other few subjects were pretty happy to let me take pictures for school photography).

Lessons Learnt

  • LOW ISO HELPS MAKE PICTURES LESS GRAINY
  • Shot length of about 1/250 is actually ok for street photography (I had it on like, 1/2000 before this)
  • Most people don’t really mind you taking pictures if you explain that you’re doing it for a school project and you’re not trying to get them in trouble
  • the construction workers are not going to start taking their construction equipment and chase you down while yelling curse words in Chinese

Final Product

 

 

 

 

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