Vision
My vision is to capture pictures that are whimsical and evoke a feeling of absurdity and alienation within the reader. Although I am not using masks, I want to use mirrors to hide my subject’s identity and for the viewer to ponder the relationship between the mirror’s reflection and the person’s internal identity.
Contact Sheet
Yellow
Green
Red
As can be seen, I ended up with less red photos and total photos in my contact sheet. For my final presentation, I took some from the green section that I thought were nice but not as visually impactful as this one. I also took a few more pictures to make a cohesive set of photographs for exhibitions.
Final Evaluation
Firstly, I am really sorry for deciding to make a three set photo collection… (I can print it as 3 separate photos but its easier for presentation in triptych format)
given how much I struggled making a triptych for the abstract unit, its surprising that I decided to go for a three set photograph collection again, but I felt that this was the format that was most fitting to present my photos for this unit. (Explained later)
The Mirror
I used the motif of mirror across my three pictures to convey underlying meanings about Identity. While many people view mirrors as a candid tool for reflecting the truth and physical reality, I approach the concept of the mirror based off its reflective properties. I was intrigued by how mirrors reflect their surroundings, and how what they reflect is dynamic and dependent on context. Similar, I feel like people have different identities around different people and in different situations. For example, I have different polarities of expression that I employ and give people different impressions; at school, a lot of people view me as academic, studious, and usually moderate in terms of self expression – not too flamboyant and extroverted, but not extremely introverted; however, those who see me play badminton know that I have a competitive streak, and often see me yelling when I miss shots or screaming aggressively when score a point; alternatively, might act certain ways and have certain tendencies when taking on different roles in other systems, maybe affected by the energy level of the room or the opinions of the people I am surrounded by. I think that each person feels something similar. Furthermore, studies show that the way our brain develops and grows is heavily contingent on what we are surrounded by. For example, we learn the language we are exposed to, and home environments can affect the interests and hobbies we grow up with.
As a result, I often wonder how much of our identity is shaped by our environment, and how much of it is given to us by other people. That is one aspect that the mirror, which changes reflection based on surrounding aims to convey – the fluidity of a person’s nature.
Secondly, I wanted to convey a feeling of uncanniness and alienation I, and other people feel, especially when immersed in large crowds of people. I was inspired by the artist I researched to add an out of ordinary element among a mundane scene to create an absurd feeling. In this case, the mirror greatly contrasted with my background, making it seem unnatural. I furthered this unnatural feeling by making the mirror approximately the same size and centered in all 3 of my pictures.
The Stage
Although I took photographs in a variety of environments, I ended up settling on a “theatre” “stage”, or “acting” theme for my background in the final 3 photographs.
This selection of background acted to my benefits. The repetition of the red chairs was visually impactful, while the dramatic lighting allowed me to keep focus on my subject. The repeated red of the chairs also kept the whole scene neat while making my model’s presence, which breaks the pattern of the chairs, even more visually jarring.
The repeated chairs evoke the feeling of an invisible audience, in which one feels anonymous among a sea of other people. Furthermore, through showing a reflection of the audience and the stage, I conveyed the tension and relationship between being in the audience and watching your life unfold and being the one acting on stage. Echoing the alienation created by the mirror, sitting in the audience conveys a feeling of detachment one might feel at their life. In F Scott Fitzgerald’s words, you are both “within and without”.
Conclusion
Overall, I am pleased at the way my pictures turned out. I think it captures my take on identity through the symbolism and underlying meaning of the ‘mirror’, while also creating interesting context with the backdrop of the theatre. My photograph’s meanings of the fluidity of identity, alienation, and anonymity resonate deeply with me and are also visually impactful. I feel like I managed to balance the three images well through recurring elements, such as the circular mirror, horizontal lines, and the color red. I feel like the photographs might not make people say “wow, that’s so beautiful”, but I think that the structure of the photograph will cause some discomfort (like the WRONG photos), allowing them to discuss the themes in my photograph.
Model’s response
Miranda: what do you think about this picture *shows triptych*
Anthony: Weird
Miranda: Can you elaborate
Anthony: Feels very odd by looking at it, almost “surreal”. It feels like as if the picture was not capturing the reality but an other “dimension”.
Miranda: do you like this photograph
Anthony: yes
Miranda: why
Anthony: because its good
Miranda: why
Anthony: its good
Miranda: this is going on my blogs
Anthony: yes
Miranda: say something
Anthony: it’s good
Based on my model’s response, I think that my photograph successfully captures some themes of absurdism and surrealism and managed to evoke the correct feelings within the audience.